Some days
you're just confused, your mind knows the answer but your body is just fearful
to take any step. Your politeness can ruin you at times, can shatter your
mental peace, the everyday fight you have with yourself can leave you bruised
and exhausted. You know the truth, you want to say it but you know it can be
disastrous, causing chaos.
With time
you realize it's hard to be people's person. When people put their trust in you
beyond your capacity, expect from you and you on the other hand, aren't the exact
same person they see you for. IT IS HARD! Mainly, exhausting. But deep down you
know you have to speak out the truth.
But hey,
here's the thing about truth, it will leave you broken for a day, or two, a
month or more but it will bring you peace. Not only will it heal you but the
other person. Instead of all the false hopes its better to come out clean!
Kindness makes you vulnerable when people take advantage of it. But at the same time there's a french saying, "there is no pillow so soft as a clear conscience" and I believe in it. Agree with what you have written.
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